1. "I just want you to know I have a major crush on you. I'd take you to Las Vegas to do the things you want to do. I'd even have Wayne Newton dedicate a song to you. I only wish that this could be."
2. "I know I'll always stop and see you. We'll run into each other's fucked up lives. Yeah, I guess, although it tears me up inside."
3. "I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. But if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me. I promise you, I promise you I will."
4. "If we're never together, if I'm never back again.. well, I swear to God that I'll love you forever."
5. "You're all that I need, though I know that it never can be, I'd be pleased to post your decrees, to fall at your knees, to name all your streets and to sit down and weep when you're carried back through them and set down to sleep and to lie by your side for sublime centuries until we crumble to dust when we're crushed by a single sun."
okay, i always fall for the wrong people at the wrong times and everything about this is just wrong, wrong, wrong but it feels right. it feels all right. i'm feeling alright. i just want to tell him. while we're just sitting/standing there doing nothing or when we're outside and he's smoking or when he's talking to me about music. because i love those three things about him. i love nothing and cigarette smoke during the winter and music. that's all. i miss him when i'm not around him and i miss him when i am around him. it's a perpetual fucking clash between all of my emotions all the time. no one should ever think this hard about anything. i don't put this much effort into my school work.
was this too much?
and all i keep thinking about is:
someone come home.
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