1. my heart hurts.
2. i don't want a job.
3. $200,000 of debt makes me constantly need to vomit.
4. being sort of alone.
5. when i fight the law, it usually wins.
"things are weird right now". i saw that on the webster hall marquee and it's really true. i thought i was going to bed but i think i'm going to stay up and paint and stop thinking about things that should no longer matter to me. i need cait and brit and the boys and adventures real soon. i have a crazy adventure coming up: california. writing, picture taking, relaxing for ten days. good. i need this. i need this. i need this. i keep telling myself that and it never seems to be any less true. cool.
