five things i need to do and keep putting off.

1. read for film class.

2. edit articles.

3. three final papers!

4. internship applications.

5. painting(s)/writing(s).

every day i wake up thinking "today is the day i will do everything on my to-do list" and then i go to class until 5PM or then i work until 7PM or then it pours all day and i find myself in the same exact place: my desk watching law and order or at the gym watching law and order. though i'm proud of myself for reading a book (for class!) while i worked out today and i did my science lab, so now i'll reward myself with watching law and order and going to bed early. lucky for me, my first two classes are cancelled tomorrow so i don't have to be anywhere until 11PM. and then i have to work. it might be a long day. i really need to find the motivation to do all of this work because once nice weather rolls around, i won't want to do anything but lay in central park and sleep.

anyway, since i've last posted in here (don't worry, i've been writing in my real journal): i went on spring break (north carolina!), saw some great shows (rx bandits) and had some unforgettable times (jeff and ant were here last weekend, oh dear). the weather is supposed to be super nice tomorrow and for the rest of the week. i wish i wish i wish i had a bicycle! i miss riding a bike.

also since i've last posted all i've been listening to is: dead to me, shook ones, title fight and smoke or fire. it's all good. i feel like making mixes so i might do that tomorrow instead of the original list i wrote here.

finally, some peektures of the places i've been lately:

five things stressing me out.

1. make-up work for school.

2. LSAT article.

3. photo assignment.

4. reading/responding to e-mails.

5. sick.

i've been sick for the last week and it's made me want to never come back to school. i'll admit it: i miss being at home. i miss my dogs, my brother(s), my car, my bed. i love new york city but right now all it's associated with is school work. i don't have time to go on adventures. i don't have time to go to all the shows i want to go to. i don't have the money to live here comfortably. i don't have the money to do anything, really. this weekend was good, even though i was so sick and couldn't hear out of one ear and had a coughing fit every five minutes. i saw shutter island for free before it even came out. i saw kara dj and stole liquor from these annoying kids who showed up in my room. i went home on saturday, got lunch with danny, taylor and tina. showered, jeff came over (!) and we went to NEW FOUND GLORY which was awesome except really rough and i was already weakened by this damn illness and tons of meds. went to the diner after with mike, collette, mike's brother and his girlfriend (i miss diners). came back to new york on sunday for H2O which was probably the best show i've ever been to (yeah). even though i was still sick and still coughing and fell over once (lawl) but whatever. now i'm procrastinating doing allllllllll of the things i need to be doing night now. i'm skipping my history lecture to do a bunch of science labs that are due at 12:30. :| i want to skip my film class to come home early and not at 5:30 so i can get a head start on all my work. but i actually like film and i missed it last week because i missed EVERYTHING last week.

speaking of missing, add to the list: shooting film, cait, john (pictured) and delaware.